Loving my illusion

only i know
i could climb by your side
piano
and i saw my own shadow
find me
loving my illusion
my life is beating faster than my own head
how can i know my heart is still breathing out from innocence
oh i know
it’s fleeting us
by my own folly i follow
and by this grace go i
making the best of my last hope
or am i
i’m loving my illusion
when my heart is so broken
it’s finished
it’s been done
how can i know
i think of all the people left behind
lives beginning now