Choke

You’ll never know
Even days with the brightest skies
I feel the black and blue ashes in my eyes
You’ve poisoned every garden in my mind
Well is it cold
All the hours in a cell alone
While your acid rain seeps through this home
Thank your hands for reaping what you’ve sown
You should’ve put me away
And left my body in the ground
And my tongue tied
Now you’ll choke on the words
That you took from me
Can you look at me?
You should’ve put me away
And left me buried in the bed of all your lies
When you’re on your way down
Can you find my head
Find my head?
You’re free to go
Even deeper down the rabbit’s hole
And when the tides of your damage overflows
Who will pull me from the water one last time
Now I’m a ghost
A vessel filled with hollow bones
But there’s deliverance for every stone you’ve thrown
When I bring myself to light that match and set fire to all you’ve known
You should’ve put me away
And left my body in the ground
And my tongue tied
Now you’ll choke on the words
That you took from me
Can you look at me?
You should’ve put me away
And left me buried in the bed of all your lies
When you’re on your way down
Can you find my head
Find my head?
You should’ve put me away
And left my body in the ground
And my tongue tied
Can you find all the words
That you took from me?
Fucking look at me
You should’ve put me away-ay-ay
When you’re on your way down
Can you find my head
Find my head?