Anasthesia

Everything I had I fucking lost
And I’m trying I’m trying I’m trying to fine a way
To make sense of this because
Every arrow shot misses the mark
Every word of mine fell on deaf ears
Each day is a struggle, each day a new sin
And standing here from where I’m at
I’ve had a lot of them
But sink or swim I know I’ve tried
I know I’ve got the key to find out whats inside
So medicate me from the inside out
To erase all the pain and erase all the doubt
Leave me numb, too numb to fucking feel
The constant attacks
The words that rip my throat
And the wounds carved into my back
It’s a constant fight
It’s a constant fight
To not bow down, to do whats right
Medicate me and numb the pain