Second Guessing

So I sit here
Rotting from inside
Now watch me sit dear
Severing my ties just ask me why
I am ashamed to pave the way
My self reluctance is to blame
Will anybody save me I’m afraid
What if I’m broken
What if I cannot win this fight
Would you believe me
Or just leave me here to die
And honestly it’s hard to see
The future that’s in store for me
I’m broken
Second guessing all that’s keeping me alive
Don’t believe a word I say
I crave the ways I’ve been
I’d be lying to myself
If I said I’m free from this
Without the need of agony
It’s bringing out the worst of my own faith
Will anybody save me I’m afraid
What if I’m broken
What if I cannot win this fight
Would you believe me
Or just leave me here to die
And honestly it’s hard to see
The future that’s in store for me
I’m broken
Second guessing all that’s keeping me alive
Well it feels like someone’s testing me
And it’s easier said than done to be so calm
But I know that you’re watching me
What if I’m broken
What if I cannot win this fight
Would you believe me
Or just leave me here to die
And honestly it’s hard to see
The future that’s in store for me
I’m broken
Second guessing all that’s keeping me alive
Second guessing all that’s keeping me alive