Whenever I Suffer

I deny and questionize my being
Exhaling all the living
Pour it down the drain
I’m a rambler where near-dead herds take their place
Whenever they suffer
Death pays the piper
Rising and descending
Pain is neverending
Get used to deal with it
Riding on a ridge — Making excuses till i flip
Cannot flee this slow motion story
Revealing all in me
Ripping hearts in two
Im just a puppet that can be thrown away
Whenever i suffer
Death pays the piper
Do you recognize this masterpiece — A catastrophy in our hearts
A soft and tender work of art — A human heart
Have I felt this way before?
Last will transcripted.
Glory killed — Hours marked with days
The art of suicide
By my weary side
Cannot connect these feelings with the stoned life
Whenever I suffer
Death pays the piper