Blackout

When I blackout
There’s nothing but these shiny walls around me
Blocking all my views
Treasured places seem so distant
Now all the noise
I keep up with the rest
Keep the upper hand
My reasons to stay sober
Now I connect the dots
As I try to see the bigger picture
So many why’s and what’s
Will these questions ever end?
The gaps I try to bridge
To not fall down as I leap over
Too many times I’ve tried
Pass obstacles
Downtrodden world
A place in hope
With all these love
Pass obstacles
A place called home
This world alone
No sign of joy
And I wonder
Will I ever wake up?
And I wonder
Where have I come?
And I wonder
Will I ever wake up?
And I wonder
Where have I come?
It’s easy to forget
And I press delete and it’s all over
The memories are gone
They were never here it seams
Believe me I have tried to say the right things
When I should have said them
Yet I always end up wrong
Pass obstacles
Downtrodden world
A place in hope
With all these love
Pass obstacles
Downtrodden world
A place in hope
With all these love
Pass obstacles
A place called home
This world alone
No sign of joy
Pass obstacles
Downtrodden world
A place in hope
With all these love