Destruction of Myself

I close my eyes and make believe I’m anywhere but here It grows inside and
makes me see I’m nowhere even near Although I’ve tried there’s no rewind I cannot disappear I think it’s time that I realize it’s me inside that mirror
Cuz everything I do reflects on me And every path I choose effects me deep
These scars are from the wounds I’ve left on me Only I fit the shoes that get
the best of me Nothings ever new made a mess of me It’s all I ever do it’s
oppressing me I’m hiding from the truth to the best degree But it’s never out
of view it’s my destiny
Brought down and beat down Destruction of dealing with myself Nothing and no one now it’s done And I’m the one who fell Who Fell
It’s my own hand that made me fall there’s no one else to blame I try to stand
outside these walls and wish I felt the pain I try to cry but can’t because
I’ve dealt with this for days I’ll die the man I am after all I’m selfish in my ways There’s nothing you can do to save me now It’s something that I choose and
it weighs me down It’s coming and ensues to play me now Can’t run from what I grew it’s made me how, I look to all of you afraid, beat down, tattered,
and abused, it remains renowned, it’s nothing, no new news how it’s made me drown, There’s nothing left to lose, no escaping now
Brought down and beat down Destruction of dealing with myself Nothing and no one now it’s done And I’m the one who fell Who Fell Brought down and beat down
Destruction of dealing with myself Nothing and no one now it’s done And I’m the
one who fell Who Fell
The destruction of myself stems from no one’s actions but my own Everything I do, with every breath I breathe, it’s a mistake Every time I try,
every time I try to overcome, I fail
Failure to the fullest Everything I do is foolish Careless and clueless I try
to stop but still I do this Reckless I choose this These self inflicted scars
and bruises Helpless and ruined, left for dead and renderred useless
Brought down and beat down Destruction of dealing with myself Nothing and no one now it’s done And I’m the one who fell Who Fell Brought down and beat down
Destruction of dealing with myself Nothing and no one now it’s done And I’m the
one who fell Who Fell