Smile! (I'm Not Okay)

I know what it means when you hardly reply, and there’s no sign of interest
cause'
I’m not the guy your waiting for.
Do you know what it means when for me to try?
You’re one in a million and I’m not the type to give it all, and run away.
So, I smile at the mirror, and I scream at the glass.
It’s the only thing that makes me feel like something loves me back
because I gave my image and I’m better off dead
but I’d rather die alone than be with anyone else.
Now, I’ve fallen in love, and I’ve picked myself up and I trusted a girl, but it
wasn’t enough and I’ve been in so many pieces and put myself back.
Now, I’m calling your love I know better than that, because all that I see when
I look at you is a girl that wants love from a boy that ain’t true.
He tore you to pieces and let you down, but I’m not just a boy who’s playing
around
when
I smile at the mirror, and I scream at the glass.
It’s the only thing that makes me feel like something loves me back
because I gave my image and I’m better off dead
but I’d rather die alone than be with anyone else.
So, if you’re ever afraid of what you find, when your body grows cold, but your
heart is alive, I’ll be there.
And, if you’re ever afraid of what you find, when your fingers feel lonely, but
your heart doesn’t mind, I’ll be there.
I smile at the mirror, and I scream at the glass.
It’s the only thing that makes me feel like something loves me back,
because I gave my image and I’m better off dead,
but I’d rather die alone than be with anyone else