beside myself

I’m beside myself
Count me blessed by the holy ghost
Stressed out
I been losing friends they look like dominos
Waiting for a pot of gold
I don’t ever want my fam to ever sweat it
But that’s how it goes
Take another risk with no regrets
They tell me its part of the process
I am what I am I guess (x2)
Should I take it to heart
You want me to glow or not?
Should I say that its art
You want me to fold? I’m not…
Listen up I gotta novel to start
No I ain’t make it on tape
So can you gimme your eyes
And can you open your mind.
You make me feel it lik Stevie
I swear to god you a gnie
But I don’t give you attention.
And girl for that you been needy
I heard a lie worth believing but
Like my story you read me
Just told your momma you’d «keep me»
But in the tone of a question…
I’m beside myself
Count me blessed by the holy ghost
Stressed out
I been losing friends they look like dominos
Waiting for a pot of gold
I don’t ever want my fam to ever sweat it
But that’s how it goes
Take another risk with no regrets
They tell me its part of the process
I am what I am I guess (x2)
I can make your fantasy your real life…
I know you don’t know what that could feel like
Drowning in my messes like a high tide
I’m fallin back and only cuz it feel right
I swear to god you know magic
Baby
I’m not gonna have it baby
If I the other way
Ill get caught up in traffic
I know the truth can be tragic baby
What’s real never lasted baby
No matter how unattached
You could always still gravitate me
I’m beside myself
Count me blessed by the holy ghost
Stressed out
I been losing friends they look like dominos
Waiting for a pot of gold
I don’t ever want my fam to ever sweat it
But that’s how it goes
Take another risk with no regrets
They tell me its part of the process
I am what I am I guess (x2)