The Ending

I caught you
Slipping through
Different dudes
Pick and choose
But I knew
Nothing new
Listening
Same old shit
Bickering
Could not quit
Boxed it in
Oxygen
Cannot breathe
Cannot leave
And its me
Always me
Same routine
Chasing dreams
Facing things
As they come
Since day one
You want drugs
You want touched
You want fucked
You want love
All the things
I can’t give
Feel like shit
I just quit
Effortless
Just like this
Instead of turning around
You pointing fingers at me
I’m looking all up and down
Trying to figure it out
She said she wasn’t happy
She said I think you should leave
So I start packing my things
Like are we really ending
I know I
Show no side
But I try
Put in time
Make it work
Put you first
You just thirst
Blame me wrong
Such a curse
What is life
Must’ve tried
50 times
To realize
I’m the guy
You just lie
Like a teen
Paint a scene
Such a queen
So mainstream
Cut me off
Guillotine
Spark a flame
Kerosene
All this pain
Unforeseen
But its me
Always me
Same old shit
I just quit
Effortless
Just like this
Instead of turning around
You pointing fingers at me
I’m looking all up and down
Trying to figure it out
She said she wasn’t happy
She said I think you should leave
So I start packing my things
Like are we really ending
Instead of turning around
You pointing fingers at me
I’m looking all up and down
Trying to figure it out
But I’m just letting you down
Cause you don’t wanna believe
You causing all of my grief
You got me all on my knees
Cause god I can’t even breathe
Without you crushing my dreams
Its just words in your mouth
I cannot figure them out
She said she wasn’t happy
She said I think you should leave
So I start packing my things
Like yeah we’re fucking ending