Vivien

I want to follow you down this long journey you’ve begun
I want to wake up next to you and be your moon and your sun
I want to hold you, I want to control you
There’s no doorway you can hide, check me I’ll be at your side
Stand you up if you should fall, what I’ve got I’ll give it all
Then I could hold you, then I could control you
I’ve got this madness you should know
(It haunts me, calls me)
Caught in my heart I can’t let go
(It haunts me, calls me)
Like Vivien, like Vivien
I close my eyes like Vivien
I smile that smile like Vivien
Demons dancing in my head, I can’t give you room to breathe
It’s an illness that’s been fed by the fear that you might leave
I want to hold you, I want to control you
Mirror, mirror on the wall, my reflection says it all
If I could only change the place with a picture of her face
Then I could hold you, then I could control you
I’ve got this madness you should know
(It haunts me, calls me)
Caught in my heart I can’t let go
(It haunts me, calls me)
Like Vivien, like Vivien
I close my eyes like Vivien
I smile that smile like Vivien