Control

Too many distractions;
hard to think, hard to breathe.
Too many infractions;
hard to sleep, hard to dream.
You blame yourself; I blame me.
Hard to imagine what we see.
We can’t get past.
We can’t forget.
We can’t let go.
of what we can’t control.
Too many bad decisions;
hard to know we’d lose control.
Too many deep incisions;
hard to know we’d lose it all.
You blame yourself; I blame me.
Hard to imagine what we see.
We can’t get past.
We can’t forget.
We can’t let go
of what we can’t control.
Can’t see it through,
happening so soon.
Can’t understand
what happened to our plan.
Thought you’d wait.
Thought you’d see.
Thought you’d be patient,
or that you’d
Fight for me!
You blame yourself; I blame me.
Hard to imagine what we see.
We can’t get past.
We can’t forget.
We can’t let go.
of what we can’t control.
You blame yourself; I blame me.
Hard to imagine what we see.
We can’t get past.
We can’t forget.
We can’t let go.
of what we can’t control.