Amelia, Have You Lost

Amelia have you lost your patience
With my attempts at conversations?
I know I’ve lost my chance with you
I know the words aren’t getting through
So what should I do?
Amelia has the one you trusted
Grown hard and maladjusted?
But there are always reasons why
I know I can’t just say goodbye
So what’s left to try?
What if the whole world saw I care?
It’s never kind to souls laid bare
Oh Amelia, I’m half undone inside, I swear
Amelia did a perfect vision
Fade under cold derision?
I’m tired of staying out of sight
But are the cold stares left and right
Just too much to fight?
Next life, I’ll be the young distraught
You be the jungle man now caught
Oh Amelia, I can’t give what I haven’t got