Blind Mind

the blind mind is crawling
but never stops from trying — it keeps on
within me — it’s calling
far away from truth — i still hope
the blind mind is crawling
you know i will deny all that’s wrong
and again i search for hope
and again i want to hope
and you lead me to nowhere
when you leave me this way
the distance feels calming
but still it’s such a struggle to move on
the next wave is coming
still i wait, but i know that i should go
now you’re suddenly so far
it takes a world — to lose this feeling