The Stupidest Boy

I know you when I’m sleeping
I know things deep inside of me The excitement that I swallow
I swallow things that I can’t see
I know you’re right behind me But I’m too dumb to turn around
I wake with my left arm numb
Am I the stupidest boy in town
(the stupidest boy in town)
Can you see my mouth open wide
Lopsided and confused
The dead weight of my left arm
And already sold that you will refuse
Substance dream mechanical failure
My little lost boy trying to sound
I wake with my left arm numb
Am I the stupidest boy in town
Pain is good if I had understood
Stuck with weight that’s hard to hide
Numbness disappears when you are near
Nicky, take me for a ride
Your daddy is smiling at me White horses flowing through his veins
Impossible eyes, forgotten future
And enough angst-ridden guilt to go insane
A walk together, a walk that hurt
A road I didn’t know and soon forgot
I wake with my left arm numb
He’s not with you, will you be with me Pain is good if I had understood
Stuck with weight that’s hard to hide
Numbness disappears when you are near
Nicky, take me for a ride
Nicky you touched me Nicky you touched me Nicky you touched me Nicky you touched me Nicky you touched me Nicky you touched me Nicky you touched me Nicky you touched me Nicky you touched me Nicky you touched me Nicky you touched me Nicky you touched me Nicky you touched me Nicky you touched me Nicky you touched me Nicky you touched me