Missing You

I wanna know what it’s like to feel well rested
Because the world keeps me awake to bend and break
My soul, my perception of what love truly is
Is this heartbreak? Or something else? What did you do to me?
Oh none of this is easy
How do I stop missing you?
How do I see the world in any colour
Other than the grey or blue
That cascades my body as I shine in the moon
Where did my optimism go?
Did it leave with my hope in love?
Is this heartbreak? Or something else?
Why do I miss you this much?
The water fills beneath my eyes and paints my face ‘til it glows
In the light from the screen replaying every moment
I spent with you, my brain is the source for this torture
Is this heartbreak? Or something else? What did you do to me?
So tell me girl, why do I miss you so much? What was it about you that I can’t
Seem to get enough of? I just wanna go and erase the past
All I wanted was to feel wanted, to feel a love that’d feel endless
To be yours and nothing else, I want you and no one else
Now letting you go hurts
How do I stop missing you?
How do I forget how you said this was real?
And now you feel so far away
And you want nothing more to do with me
Now my optimism’s gone
Until I finally learn to move on
Is this heartbreak? Or something else?
Why do I miss you this much?
I know one day I’ll stop missing you this much