paranoid

I am sick, I’m OK
No need to call my friends
Having learned in a way
It couldn’t be a better day
All these words that you hear
Try to remember what I fear
All alone could it be me?
Do you think I’m paranoid?
Once again I’ve tried my best
Dry your tears of joy cause I’m afraid
I am happy, I’m afraid
I’m making up for things I’ve said
Hold your breath, count to three
Make a wish it’ll be ok
All this smoke that I breathe
Try to deny that love’s a need
After all could it be…
Do you think I’m paranoid?
Once again I’ve tried my best
Dry your tears of joy cause I’m afraid
I’m afraid of reaching out and tasting what is good, true.
Am I being a flake or just being used by you? Say it
Do you think I’m paranoid?
Once again I’ve tried my best
Dry your tears of joy cause I’m afraid
When you think that cancer is a lifesaver
No one can come in an pull you out
When all you hear is silence look in the mirror
There… he's the one… he'll pull you out… say it.