Surprise, Surprise

Surprise surprise
I’ve had such a hard time
Trying to keep my promises
The things I say I
Just don’t do
I need some rescue
From myself
A thousand times, a thousand lies
I just don’t understand
Do You believe me anymore?
I cannot cross this great divide
Without Your hand
Surprise surprise
All Your wonders never cease
To amaze me; even me
I get so nervous
I get so tongue-tied
When I’m around You
My love
You see straight through me
My words are empty
But You still believe my promises
Mouthfull of fire, I speak desire
And deceitful things
I don’t believe me anymore