If Only

my heart is killing me
and i know you’re watching me
catching up to reach your shadow
almost getting dark
lights are fading out
my chance to see you’s getting narrow
i wish it was, last week same time
my cold lips melted in your mouth
i wish i could reverse the time
go through it all again tonight
if only, you showed me
the proof was lying in your bed
if only, you heard me
i might have lied to you instead
there is no other place
and is this what it takes
to make my rough days get so dimmer
when were you coming back
do i have to forget
time to spare me’s getting thinner