Deathwish

Sink your fangs in deep
Allow toxins to take over me
Am I going into shock
Am I still breathing
Swallow my pride
Left me blurry eyed
Moral compass now conflicted
Priorities have shifted
Lifeless
I don’t want to feel
I don’t care to heal
Mindless
I don’t wish to heal
I don’t wish to feel
Take what you want you’ll never console me
Say what you will you’ll never control me
Take what you want you’ll never console me
Say what you will you’ll never control me
I can’t help this crawling to my death bed
I can’t stop this falling to a death wish
These nights have left me
Tattered and torn
I’m on the thread of life
That feels so worn
Why is it feeling colder
My body’s shivering
Am I detoxing
From the damage done
My hands are shaking
Why am I trembling
Is this the ending I was begging for
Take what you want you’ll never console me
Say what you will you’ll never control me
Take what you want you’ll never console me
Say what you will you’ll never control me
I can’t help this crawling to my death bed
I can’t stop this falling to a death wish
I can’t help this crawling to my death bed
I can’t stop this falling to a death wish
You can’t heal me numb is all I’m feeling
You can’t heal me numb is all I’m feeling
You can’t heal me
I don’t want your pity
You can’t fix my love for spiraling to the ground
You can’t heal me
I don’t need your charity
Tried to fix me but I can’t ditch this feeling
Take what you want you’ll never console me
Say what you will you’ll never control me
Take what you want you’ll never console me
Say what you will you’ll never control me
I can’t help this crawling to my death bed
I can’t stop this falling to a death wish
I can’t help this crawling to my death bed
I can’t stop this falling to a death wish