Endings

I’m not sure I’m even wanted
I’m not sure if much my hate can seem to reconcile
The feeling that we shall 'ways wander
So I can’t compensate for how I’m supposed to act outside
I’m here deep in muddy waters
I am stuck in something I can’t seem to correlate
To how I’m seen or maybe thought of
To where I’m supposed to be and that I might not deviate from
Trust
I forget that I’m in love
Some other touch
I’m don’t know if I’m just lost
I’m don’t know if I’m just lost
I believe there are others for us
But only one each time; the two must never overlap
The situation I’ve befallen
That I facilitate; seems to only complicate
My trust
I forget that I’m in love
Some other touch
I don’t know if I’m just lost
I don’t know if I’m just lost
Maybe it’s just what I wanted
Maybe it just took me all this time to realize
I am part of a performance
Where one half plays their role; the other only shuts their eyes
And I can’t leave or just avoid it
I can’t throw away; if only just to spare a life
From this confusion I am caught in
Or this eternity of this unending and uncertain
Trust
I forget that I’m in love
Some other touch
I don’t know if I’m just lost
Don’t trust
Did I forget that I’m in love?
Some other touch
I don’t know if I’m just lost
I don’t know if I’m just lost