Here I Am

Here I am,
As Broken as the day they brought me in
Soaking wet, connected to my mother by some skin
In a foreign world I’ve never seen before, before.
Soon I’ll see,
Nothing’s ever truly what it seems
They opened up my head and put in things that I didn’t need
To get back again, before…
And I’ll wait for you here under the sun
Waiting like my life had just begun
Burning all my memories
Saving room for love, for love
Here I am,
As perfect as the day they brought me in
Complicated combinations bend me in to outer space, I’m so afraid…
to look in.
Soon I’ll see
Nothing’s every truly guaranteed
They Gave me every reason I should leave
I refuse to go, this is my home, before
I’ll wait for you here under the sun
Waiting like my life had just begun
Burning all my memories
Saving room for love, for love
There’s a place in my mind where the miracles burn at the seams
If everyone dies, what is life, and what does it mean?
Every time someone cries there’s a smile somewhere in between.
Numb, under the sun.