no relief

I’ve cried my tears there’s no relief
I’ve cried for love I’m still alone
I’ve cried for help but no one came
No one came
I found relief in carnal pleasure
I found relief in someone’s arms
I found belief was thrown away
I found my soul in pieces
My soul in pieces
I will not change, I will not loose
I will not fear the one that is me
They will conform but I can’t be the person next to me
I had that life behind of me
No medication, no disease
I didn’t know i had the worse to face
My world and myself, the enemy again
The enemy again