Sinner/Saint

Life is singing me tunes, but I don’t know how to dance. No, I never did
Hope was calling my name, but I never took a stand. No, I always hid
Shame has a way of keeping me in bed all damn day
So either way, I can’t say enough about my lack of luck
I don’t want to get «better»
Could you place your bets on someone else?
No, we’ll never be even
Cause my odds no me 2 well
Got the sad soul of a sinner. The gold heart of a saint
I’m caught in the middle, where two sides of the same coin share a same fate
Like a promise made, to bend and mend, and bend again
Until I finally break
Bliss was telling me lies, so I never did a thing. No, I never did
Faith was always at bay, but I never took a leap. But I wish I did
Doubt figured out that keeping me down is a breeze now
So anyhow… I can’t say enough about my vengeful luck
I don’t want to get «better»
Could you place your bets on someone else?
No, we’ll never be even
Cause my odds no me 2 well
Got the sad soul of a sinner. The gold heart of a saint
I’m caught in the middle, where two sides of the same coin share a same fate
Like a promise made, to bend and mend, and bend again
Until I finally break
Well, I found out it’s not working out for me
A battle lost is a battle won for someone, somewhere
We’re all waging wars, but I’m a raging storm inside
And I don’t know how much of me will make it out alive
I’ve got the sick, sad soul of a sinner
I’ve got this pure, gold heart of a saint
I’m caught here, in the middle, where two sides of the same share a same fate