Practising for Retirement

I’m trying
Trying hard to fix
Aspects of my life I’m unsatisfied with
Tell me a story, distract me from this
Procrastination is my only success
Feeling useless again
Not doing anything
I’m not trying at all
I’m putting it off
Too much time on my hands, I’m stuffed
Not enough, too much
Too much time on my hands, I’m fucked
Guess I’m fine
No, I’m not
I’m taking the
Credit for
Successes you’ve worked hard for
Hours lost
I didn’t help at all
Feeling useless again
Not doing anything
I’m not trying at all
I’m putting it off
I’m a mess between tours
Trying hard to ignore
The fact that I can’t deal