Into Your Heart

She slips out of bed
It’s 6 in the morning
She kisses my head
Without even a warning
She thinks I’m sleeping
But I watch her slowly dress
I rot from the inside
How could she love this mess?
The blackness I dive
I’m buried alive
Been driving since 1995
But you dug me up to breathe
My hand over flame
This cauterized vein
I stumble back down the slop again
But you pull me back to breathe
Into your heart
How can I show
What you’ve have done for me?
You’ll never know
Your smile has saved me
So I wrote these fucked up songs
Obscure so you’ll never guess
I rot from the inside
How could she love this mess?
The blackness I dive
I’m buried alive
Been driving since 1995
But you dug me up to breathe
My hand over flame
This cauterized vein
I stumble back down the slop again
But you pull me back to breathe
Into your heart