Death Put a Smile on My Face

Reflections of what used to be
Invade my state of apathy
I need to revel in the past
To watch my memories collapse
I don’t wanna know
I don’t really give a fuck at all
And all I really want
All I really wanted I want no more
Perceptions changing all the time
Distractions grant me peace of mind
I want to separate the stars
I need to analyze the scars
I don’t wanna go
I don’t need to go anywhere but home
Too bad my home
As far as I know is six feet below
Sure, a few may think that I’m an ingrate
Hey you, yeah you, just fuck you!
Last time I checked I have noticed that
Death put a smile on my face
Surrender to this wasted charm
Before I scramble all the cards
To die for, ain’t it just a game?
You never change and that’s a shame
I don’t wanna go
I don’t need to fall where you all crawl
And all I really want
All I really wanted I want no more