Sellout

And every morning
And every night
Help me to be selfish
Help me never to be kind
Can you forgive me
A thousand times
Help me to be selfish
Help me never to be kind
There’s no sleep
And no hope
It’s just me
Alone
Bedside
Table
You’re my
Angel
The footsteps weren’t mine
The trail you left behind
While I was stuck inside
We’re all just born to die
There’s love inside my heart
But hate spews from my mouth
And I will fall apart
Until I figure it out
I can’t be what you want me to be
But I can write
And I can read
And my brain goes
Where I know it shouldn’t go
But that’s just how I write
The wound begins to grow
And I can’t be what you wanted me to be
But I can write
And I can read
And my brain goes
Where I know it shouldn’t go
But that’s just how I write
The wound begins to grow
And every morning
And every night
Help me to be selfish
Help me never to be kind
Can you forgive me
A thousand times
Help me to be selfish
Help me never to be kind