In Hiding

It’s these things I don’t want
So I push and pull and navigate to the place I feel most comfortable
Where I can keep my mind off everything, where I can keep away from you
For the longest time I blamed myself
For the longest time I took responsibility for what was half your fault
Merely everything changed
I realized i’m not the only one to have done something wrong
Half of it was trying, something you weren’t willing to do
Did you ever mean a thing you said?
Does that crescent moon mean anything to you?
The way it shines, the way I tried too
But that wasn’t enough, I guess nothing was
And you don’t know how hard it’s been
These dreams keep me awake haunting me often
Pull the covers over my head
In hiding
The only place I wanted to be
In hiding
Hold on tight to the things you love
Let them go, if the ones you love don’t return then you know it is gone
Don’t leave a place for me in hiding
We live out our own dreams, no more hiding
There’s no pain left for me in hiding, it can only mean i’m done with hiding