Runaway

I seen the sunshine I lived through the rain
I fell in love had my heart ripped again
I learned to trust, went behind my back
So I had to let go now none remain
I guess its all my fault I’m the one to blame
Its the same damn song on repeat I think
The pressure bout to unfold, I’ve been in a dark hole
Fighting with this anchor and I’m about to sink
I’m damaged I can never manage
I just wanna leave this world right now, vanish, panic
Every single night can’t stand it, damn it
Anything in life not handed, planned it
Run from my problems cause my thoughts are twisted
I asked for this shit now I’m going ballistic
When I have a bad day and I need to vent
Ill be in my own zone with a pad and a pen
I just wanna be alone leave this place
I just wanna be alone numb the pain
I just wanna be alone leave this place
Numb the pain, runaway, runaway, runaway
Run, run, runaway I wanna runaway
Run, run, runaway I wanna runaway
Some things inside my head that I can’t explain
Lately I’ve been numb, numb to all the pain
Run, run, runaway
How come I can never find the words to say?
Why is it that I am always filled with rage?
Left without an answer so to god I pray
I ain’t gotta plan b if it fails I flop
But the hunger drives me so no sign to stop
Lies more lies they keep feeding my head
So I’m moving solo on my way to the top
A horror flick not a happy ending
And honestly I don’t wanna play this part
Have zero friends barely hanging on
Is this suicidal note ever gonna depart?
My father left me, feeling empty
But it made me stronger, your ass is petty
When I make it big then I know you’ll envy
It’s too late damn drop bombs I’m ready
I just wanna be alone leave this place
I just wanna be alone numb the pain
I just wanna be alone leave this place
Numb the pain, runaway, runaway, runaway
Run, run, runaway I wanna runaway
Run, run, runaway I wanna runaway
Some things inside my head that I can’t explain
Lately I’ve been numb, numb to all the pain
Doing this shit is what I live for
Moving towards the path I’m looking for
Everybody’s gone when it’s time to eat
But I see the future like its right in the backseat
I know that I have tried, no friends I cut those ties
This is a long damn ride, reaching for the gear but it stays in drive
I try to make a change, I tried to stay in my lane
I try to go the right way but I just keep on…
Run, run, runaway I wanna runaway
Run, run, runaway I wanna runaway
Some things inside my head that I can’t explain
Lately I’ve been numb, numb to all the pain
Run, run, runaway I wanna runaway
Run, run, runaway I wanna runaway
Some things inside my head that I can’t explain
Lately I’ve been numb, numb to all the pain