The Trap

I know that you’ve broken the locks on my door, but I’d let you in anyway.
Those sad and dim eyes when we said our goodbyes,
they still bring me back to the day.
Back when I attuned, collapse.
I fell in the trap.
Yet I know that shit sideways, but still I come back
because I know that you’ll catch me when I fall down.
And then we’ll work through this treason to give me a reason for you.
My hand runs up the back of your neck through your hair.
(Your touch never meant a thing to me.)
Please remember the days before the end.
(Shame on me for thinking back that far.)
Dear, oh dear, my intentions were wrong.
I placed all my trust in your hands.
Attune, collapse.
I fell in the trap.
Yet I know that shit sideways, but still I come back
because I know that you’ll catch me when I fall down.
And then we’ll work through this treason.
It gives me a reason to fall in it beside you, and pray for release.
I know that this hard but I’m begging you to see.
I know that finding light in this is seemingly bleak.
But I’ll hold on, my darling, to choices I’ve made.
To give you my heart and ignore the pain.
-I'm just a merchant of love, trading lost hearts for empathy.
But we can’t build a life on lies.
-Who can know, what will come of this?
I just care about the truth.
-Can't you see I’m done playing the game?
Please don’t talk like this is the end.
-You're oblivious.
I’ll never see…
-I mean something to you, but you’re nothing to me.
Attune, collapse.
I fell in the trap.
Yet I know that shit sideways, but still I come back
because I know that you’ll catch me when I fall down.
I need you to catch me.
I dream that you’ll catch me when I surely fall down.
Start again and I’ll find, that you’ll be there this time