Wasting the Years

What have I done?
To deserve this kind of isolation
Just tell me what went wrong
The silence is getting louder
It’s making my head explode
How long can it last?
Voices in my head
Telling me I’ve lost
You and me
I face the white walls around me
And the dead flies on the floor
Feels like they are watching me
Is this the price I have to pay?
Because I left you
Lost you somewhere along the way
And I wasted all my years for you
All my time with you I felt so sad
And I wasted all my tears for you
I wish that you had seen me cry
And I wasted all my years for you
All my time with you I felt so sad
And I wasted all my tears for you
I wish that you had seen me cry
And now I’m on my knees for you
And I wonder if you ever think of me?
Tell me why I was not strong enough
To deal with the pain you caused