Rebecca Casanova

Sworn to it if you’re ever coming back
sworn to it if you’re ever coming back
'cos it was over like you said
because I was awful like you knew
because it was closer than you ever though
a girl could get to you
I know I said I’d leave them but I lied
but for a while there I thought I might
but could I have the life
you decided you’d like
I know that sorry’s not enough
and I deserve to lose your love
but I need calming down
and we never knew how
Sworn to it I’m afraid I can’t take it back
and the appeals I made highlighted what I lack
I’m sad that I like new skin so much
but I’m gonna try to give that up
because this is closer than
I’ve ever got to really feeling loved
to really feeling loves
I know I said I’d leave them but I lied
but for a while there I thought I might
but could I have the life
you decided you’d like
I know that sorry’s not enough
and I deserve to lose your love
but I need calming down
and we never knew how
And I don’t wanna be the one you call
'the girl who brought me down'
and I don’t wanna be guilty of knowing
I could have let you out to find her sooner
I know you won’t hear me — but I’ll always love you
I know you can’t hear me — but I always loved you
and if they ask me — I have always loved you
I have always loved you
I know I said I’d leave them but I lied
but for a while there I thought I might
but could I have the life
you decided you’d like
I know that sorry’s not enough
and I deserve to lose your love
but I need calming down
and we never knew how