In God's Heaven

I am laughing as you’re crying
I will push you as you are dying
I will kill you in sweet
gentleness
I will let you as you are trying
i will fail you all the time
I don’t care about
all the rest
Now I guess
that’s the best
What is left now to confess
When your heart is filled with emptiness
If I put it down to a test
You represent what I detest
To think about what a mess
But there’s beauty in this ugliness
I am laughing as you are crying
I will push you as you are dying
I will fill with doubts your
nothingness
I am selling what you’re buying
I don’t care how much you’re lying
It’s time to put it all down to
a rest
Well I guess
that’s the best
To lose what we had was a bless
Now go to hell with all the rest
To put it down to a test
You represent what I detest
To think inside me I’ma mess
There’s beauty in this ugliness
I am laughing as you’re crying
I will push you as you are dying
I will kill you in sweet
gentleness
I have loved you like a crime
I 'll forget and I’ll be fine
I don’t care if something good is left