The Weakness Becomes Insanity

My direction is only a funeral day
My reflection is only there in the mirror
No protection! I just have to drop up of everyone’s sight!
All around me’s full of lies,
I feel that life is not so safe.
Tried to change it many times
But forced to silence till the grave!
Can’t endure the violence!
Can not save my mates!
Damn!
I wanna scream loud!
The silence in me
Will not leave me be!
I can hardly breathe through metal strings!
That’s all!
Whatever I say
Can make me live last day!
The crowd is a rapist of herself!
You’re a victim of a crime
But you can tell it to no one!
Your heart’s bursting all the time
But you can’t sound off, you’re stunned!
Can’t prevent from weakness
Of the modern life!
I can only scream submerged in my bath!
The silence in me
Will not leave me be!
I can hardly breathe through metal strings!
The silence in me…
I beg leave me be…
I feel my lips are sewn metal strings!