Breaking My Own Heart

So now the clouds have runaway
The colors they shine but they don’t stay that way
I’m coming clean about things I’ve done and things I’ve been
Then one mistake at seventeen
Thought I’d be all grown up by now
Satisfied and figured out
Well I got someone to love me So I wouldn’t have to do it myself
He must be tired as hell
Cos I’ve been breaking my own heart
Thought you needed someone else to tear it apart
But no, I’ve been breaking my own heart
And I don’t know how to stop
I don’t know where to start
Everybody wants to win
Wish I could bend the rules and let me in What I wouldn’t give to catch myself a break now and then
But then again…
I’ve been breaking my own heart
Thought you needed someone else to tear it apart
But no, I’ve been breaking my own heart
And I don’t know how to stop
Don’t know how to stop
Don’t know how to stop
But I think it’s time to start