Gods of rapture

I feel torn apart
A vile misfit fallen
Deep into affliction of my hollow mind
The senses of suffocation grows inside my lungs
When i wake into truth i'm back among the blind
The truth of lies disenchanting my eyes
How can i survive
I can't stand being alive
Alive
Gods of rapture enshrouding my eyes
I try to hide
Then slowly i die
Die
My past laugh at me from the other side of negation
Untying the lasting few cords of common sense
Submerged into the flow
The rapids of addiction
Too weak to push it back
A worm without defense
My flesh fading, undressing the bones
Behold: me naked
Cadaver exposed this
My abuse
I can't take it no more
No more
The fragile truth sneering at me
With teeth pressed like thrusting nails into my head
All my life i regret