Cold in Here

Reddened eyes and hollow dust
Once living tendrils of my trust
They sent their vines through windows
'til they fell dead and all but dried up
I’ve tried to water all the plants with tears
Crooned to them about my long lost and coming fears
And as tall as they grew, they withered before they bloomed
What could I do?
But tell me why is it so cold in here?
Can’t really blame the atmosphere
I’ve wrapped up tight
That’ll last me a night
But any more time
I’m not sure I’ll survive
Maybe warm doesn’t feel like home
But I’m sick of being cold
Haven’t shivered for a while
It’s been hard to keep a smile
And that trail of doubts leads back for miles and miles and miles
Why does it burn when I close my eyes
I’ve tried to reason with the dark from time to time
It’s mostly quiet but I still hear whispers that I’m doomed
What can I do?
Tell me why is it so cold in here?
Can’t really blame the atmosphere
I’ve wrapped up tight
That’ll last me a night
But any more time
I’m not sure I’ll survive
Maybe warm doesn’t feel like home
But I’m sick of being cold
But why is it so cold in here?
Can’t really blame the atmosphere
It’s frozen doors and broken tears
Yet somehow I feel safer here
Feel safer here
Tell me why is it so cold in here?
Can’t really blame the atmosphere
I’ve wrapped up tight
That’ll last me a night
But any more time
I’m not sure I’ll survive
Maybe warm doesn’t feel like home
Maybe warm doesn’t feel like home
It’s frozen doors and broken tears
Tell me why do I feel safer here?
Maybe warm doesn’t feel like home
But I’m sick of being cold
Maybe warm doesn’t feel like home
But I’m sick of being cold