Self Purgatory

If I looked at all things in different perspectives
Would my decisions weigh less?
Would my life mean less?
Would everything be meaningless?
If accepting death makes me fear less
Then let me live fearless
'Cause if the sky comes falling down
Are you gonna be the one who saves me?
And when the world comes to a halt
There’ll be no one left to hate but me
'Cause life isn’t like how they claimed it to be (I don’t wanna believe)
'Cause when the world comes to a halt
Will you be the one to set me free?
Let the spineless live paralyzed
And be the pavement to my paradise
And as you stare into the sun waiting for a sign
I’ll watch your eyes bleed out
'Cause if the sky comes falling down
Are you gonna be the one who saves me?
And when the world comes to a halt
There’ll be no one left to hate but me
'Cause life isn’t like how they claimed it to be (I don’t wanna believe)
'Cause when the world comes to a halt
Will you be the one to set me free?
You will burn and fade away
Your faith will die in vain