Awake

I wish I knew what you want
I’ll ask next time we meet
I’ll go back to sleep
And hope that you approach me in my dreams
As time stands still
All I feel is you moving in my bones
I ignore the pain
Hoping it will go away
It’s just a phase
I didn’t invite it in
It’s apart of me that never existed
I didn’t invite it in
It’s apart of me that never existed
It’s with me all the time
And hurts the ones I love
In all the ways I brought you pain
That could never been undone
I was never alive
But I was still breathing
Every single word I said
I never believed in
I didn’t invite it in
It’s apart of me that never existed
I didn’t invite it in
It’s apart of me that never existed
I wish I knew what you want
I’ll ask next time we meet
I’ll go back to sleep
And hope that you approach me in my dreams
I see you in my sleep
I see you in my dreams
I see you in my sleep
I see you in my dreams