Retreat

Again, I’m thinking too far ahead
But I don’t know what comes and goes
I’m vain if I don’t believe I can
See this through, I’m short on fuel
I lie thinking I could die
Forgetting all about how
We have come this far
At night
My mind is colour-blind
It brushes the light off me
I’m not sure what it means, yeah
Did you already know what to do?
Time holds on better to you
I sleep to feel at home again
I miss my love for everything
Now I
Start to think I might
Give in to my near sight
Fall back with the morning light
I still
Believe that this ain’t real
Until I can retreat
Release and make my peace, yeah
And if I stop being this, can I still be me?
If I go for an exit, will it lead me here?
As I look forward to my grief
I recognize my saviour in the face of failure
I knew much more than all that noise
(Instrumental)