Cry

here comes a ray of light
i’ve seen it once before
when i was going through the hardest part
of my life
when i was so little
and in the middle
at least time flew right by
and i try
to go slow
but sometimes
the world spins so fast
that it takes me back
to when i saw that light
now i’ve found a meaning and i dont need any
thing to get this raw feeling
just take deep breaths yes
now i can cry
but now i can laugh
push all things aside
i can not empathsize
how much i want you in my life
i’ve made myself sound like an ass
but that time has past
look into my eyes
you know whats inside
the snow is fallin an i begin to see
my reflection and whats inside of me
the lights are glowing under the christmas tree
another year over whats in store for me
i hear the bells ring i look from my balcony
i stand right on the edge cause its hard to see
looks like im smokin cause you can see me breath
it is proff that im alive cause this feelings familiar to me.