I Never Wanted to Get Over You

Every day, you get further away
And your memory fades in my mind
I drift on the sum of the time that’s between us and sinking
And night after night, I’m approaching alright
As you no longer sit in my dreams
A mute, resolute pair of eyes that accuse without blinking
I never wanted to get over you
But I had no say in the matter
Every time that my mind turns to you
The memories are a little bit flatter and colder
And more like a thing that I saw on TV
Friends and relations at social occasions
Won’t stop asking me how I am
But I can’t recall any word that describes how I’m feeling
You tll me that’s healthy, but that doesn’t hlp me much
I’m not sure I understand
I don’t think I ever said that I thought I was dying
I never wanted to get over you
But I had no say in the matter
Every time that my mind turns to you
The memories are a little bit flatter and colder
And more like a thing that I saw on TV