Slam With the Best or Jam Like the Rest

What the fuck did I just say?
I think I’ve ruined everything
I probably should have kept this to myself
I’ll try to put my feelings on the shelf
Keep it together
You know that men don’t cry
My old man told me that when i was young
Now i wonder why
I’m outside in my front yard
And I’m waiting for your call
Now I’m walking to the back yard
Trying not to let tears fall
I’m outside in my front yard
And I’m waiting for your call
Now I’m crying in the back yard
Because I don’t think that you’ll come around.