Outsider

You’ve got the father who can get everything
And being in possession and being envied makes you
Feel like you’re feeling something
How am I just a merchant you can
Steal from without regret?
Know that you are not forgotten
Know that this merchant prosecutes
Know that empty tables and full hearts are fine for
Beggars and prostitutes
Who is the outsider?
Sunglasses cause the world got brighter
The day we stepped out of school
I wanna be you, I want to grow up faster
Nineteen my unfeeling mistress, the pimp
Circumstance, a cruel bastard
I wanna be a man and you can be a woman
Can you dig from where I’m comin'?
I really hope you can
Oblivious to the drift apart
Never feel so slowly broken hearts
Better off without the gang anyway
Some of us die and some just move away