January

The years that I spent inside
And the things that I had in mind
Not enough to bring you here
Now the world has turned into
a place made for me to hide from you
Your face makes it more than clear
That I am not more than I appear
All I’ve done was done in vain
to be the man I used to be
Now we’ll be breathing fine, won’t we?
And I’ll let you say all the things that you want to
This was more than a phase, but January stopped you
Maybe I’ll get my way with your hands behind you
And on that day, I’ll finally be home
Your tears and your bad advice
(Your fears make you paralyzed)
I’ll believe when I hear your lies
(Watch me disappear)
All I’ve got is what you see
And I’m scared I don’t believe
in a place where I wouldn’t mind just being
And I’ll let you say all the things that you want to
This was more than a phase, but January stopped you
Maybe I’ll get my way with your hands behind you
And on that day, I’ll finally be home