Japanese Word for Witch

When you die everything else dies there is no life outside of your mind
But when you live you’re keeping me alive, if I die it will only be in your mind
I’m not afraid of mind control, man I can’t even control it myself
Waking up is logging in and nothing’s real that I feel
So my hands search I sense and a body forms again
Puncturing the void of winter afternoons alone
What’s the Japanese word for witch? that’s what I want to be
First crucifixions rarely take they’re always fake
I’ve been experienced I have insight
Drugs administered via satellite
A horror poem unfolds and our love adorns it