I Don't Deserve This

I made my own way
Got lost in the game
Wandered out in the desert
And came back just the same
Searched for a place where a man could be free
I saw the enemy staring back at me
I don’t deserve this
Sacrificed my love
Tore a hole in my heart
Tried to fly the flag
And then ripped it all apart
…And then at the moment when it seemed least likely, I found my salvation.
I felt the blood drain from my body and my arms reached up to the sky.
The skies parted and a gentle rain fell down upon me and everyone I ever knew
and everything I had ever done and everything I had ever seen was all laid out
before me in a path of my life. And I let myself go. I let myself go.
I just let myself go