Sleepless

I’m almost too lonely to speak
My eyes dart around when you’re talking to me
I can’t seem to make myself not think
About the past and how you are now
I think I’ve been left alone long enough
To do something insane
My friends they worry I’m wasting away
I wish they’d not say a thing
'Cause my momma said that no one can stop me
I won’t let you stand in my way
Your actions they push me away
Into the dark where sleepless I lay
But I’m not alone I have company
An internal roar that won’t let me be