Turning

I keep finding myself
Painting the wall
I still hate myself
Trying to get this right
But then again I
I debate myself
Try it again, try it again kid
Try it again, try it again kid
Try it again, try it again kid
Try it again, try it again kid
I keep finding myself
Pacing the hall
I contain myself
I feel heavy again
I’ll be forgiven
In the beginning
Try it again, try it again kid
Try it again, try it again kid
Try it again, try it again kid
Try it again, try it again kid
I keep finding myself
Faking it all
Like I hate myself
Longing for something real
Every time
I restrain myself
Try it again, try it again kid
Try it again, try it again kid
Break it again, break it again kid
Break it again, break it again kid
Try it again, try it again kid
Try it again, try it again kid
Try it again, try it again kid
Try it again, try it again kid
Try it again, try it again kid
Try it again, try it again kid